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I MISSED NOOOOOOTHINGGGGGGGGG BECAUSE I AM THE ULTIMATE RE-CHECKER ! ...I guess when I play the rest I can post anything you might miss.

~double posting~ I should have put this in my first post, but I thought I'd find some other place to throw it. It might as well be under this topic as I dislike drawing more attention. My friend sent me this article today 5 Ways Modern Men Are Trained to Hate Women | Cracked.com And with it he gave me a dialogue about how he has a secondary conscious that just wants to have sex and nothing else. It was a little difficult to swallow for me (not that this concept is new, but I usually hear people fighting it), in that it made me wonder more about how well I really know what a man is thinking. Years ago I would complain much about how, as a woman, I'm always in competition with every other woman in existence whether I desire to be or not. I will always be judged by my appearance, there will always be a hotter, and thus better, woman. This is particularly bothersome for me because I'm small and look far more meek than I let on in conversation. I often show interest in what someone is saying without saying anything, it probably makes me look confused instead, when I'm intrigued. I've never worn makeup and a comfortable bra is too expensive, so I ignore them while knowing it makes my chest look far smaller. I don't know how to do my hair. I'm unnoticeable. And I'll always be judged for it. My worth will be judged. Anger, I see that all the time. From guys I've attracted, too. I recently had a guy furious, practically having a psychotic breakdown, all because I wouldn't sleep with him anymore, even though he knows I've been in love with someone else for a long time... (and I've been away from this forum while completely botching all my encounters with said guy, cry...). Men can make me feel so... hated, in unique ways. I wonder if I really am just thought of as a walking pair of tits, even if it's not all the time. I can't separate sex from the rest of my mind. I have had thoughts that are perfectly slutty, I have thought that if I could just sleep with whoever, situations wouldn't be so tense, the world would be more comfortable, whatever. But I worry and I wonder how differently I'm regarding the world than others. It's uncomfortable to imagine it being so...separate. ...Anyway, I'm curious to hear more opinions on that article. ^^ Should I consider it bullshit that I'm in a position of power? Should I consider I am and if so how do I make it not a threatening thing? Etc.

Iiiiiii want to write a gameeeee... I don't have the motivation, but I've thought of many ideas over years. I'll think of dialogues, situations, characters, finales. I write nothing down. There's no point in even mentioning it. I grew up desiring to be a writer, until I became a teenager and thus sunk into the "adult world" just deep enough to give up at anything I ever cared about. Even once out of that enough to realize that I don't care about society's standards, motivation and energy are still far gone. Maybe if I'm still alive in another 30 years after I've fully obtained peace and contentment. ...Hey, I'm a bit perfectionist about these things.

"It's always a little awkward when someone asks to borrow my computer for a second and I'm like "...No."" LOL!!! I have a sort of "getting caught" story about others that you reminded me of, but some might berate me for the introduction. I dated my best friend's brother once (hey he manipulated me when I was down! ;_; ) and my best friend knew I played h games & also played them, and I knew he was uneasy about my then-boyfriend using his PC due to recent downloads, so I asked the boyfriend out of curiosity if he'd ever found anything. Usually you don't get this kind of chance to ask that discreetly, it was a unique experience I might say. He DID find things without looking for them - including a porn site that was one he also visited (ahaha) AND a game... Which, to my surprise, he even played (his first)! I think he tried it because he knew I played them. I never let my friend know this XD I would change titles of folders & files so they would sound like "normal" games, but I accidentally left the word "hentai" from some download site in a folder name for quite a while before...I really hoped no one knew what it meant. I got a program once to locate what was taking up the most space on my drives, and my brother used it, and complained about a certain game up at the top...I really hoped he didn't know what it was.

Even though I go for story, I tried Raidy because I thought the characters were cute, and couldn't play it because..ah..it was awful. Well, gotta try new things sometimes... My mother used to say things to me like "God I hope you're not the other way". And you know, I didn't like what GenjiChan said either ("Girls should only playing eroge otomes only"), however in time I've been able to calm my reactions and consider why things are said regardless. Logically, we don't understand each other, and that knowledge alone can't make us understand each other. I know it's pointless to "fight" against. I'm still plenty immature, though, don't get me wrong. I'm not inhuman enough to feel nothing when reading something that could make me feel bad about myself, unfortunately "Why is it trendy to like eroge now? No girls then..." Really? I've been playing them since 2000~ I did always wonder what other girls were out there playing them. . . . Sometimes I don't respond in order.

Hah, I really hate spoilers, I don't want any portion of a story revealed to me before I come to it myself. It's like having my own life spoiled, I want to experience something as it comes. I want to be stupid and in the dark before I see it. Fortunately, I usually remember NOTHING about an intro because I don't know the characters yet. When they give you an intro after playing a bit, I intentionally don't pay much attention

This is one of few games I never 100% completed, due to the mess of different endings and tiresome effort to use walkthroughs. I believe I hit nearly all though, and what I remember is that every ending you seek out actually gives you a different reality to the situation at hand. Which is kind of eery in its own right. I'm not sure if they're supposed to fit together somehow. This game starts out pretty stupid - well,it starts out with all this potentially boring serious crap, and then you are hit hard with the goofy crap. Critical Point will always stick with me regardless of its flaws because there are just some scenes that scared the living daylights out of me, and others that gripped me emotionally, and others that gripped me while terrifying me. This game isn't for the weak of heart though, I'd say most of the dirty scenes you uncover are actually of dead people, which certainly isn't my cup of tea, but as I said, it had moments that really pulled me in and made me feel like I was there. I was terrified of every selection I made at points, terrified of doing the wrong thing, terrified of facing scenes I knew were coming. That sort of thing impresses me.

The cover and description of this game interested me very much, but this will forever be the worst hentai game I have ever played. I sincerely hope. Instead of getting deep into character development and realizations, this game takes you into the fantasies of a moronic child with no care for others. Games like this are why I can no longer be surprised by anything. If you want to experience unimaginable cockiness in completely unrealistic and undesirable scenarios and do things like drug a girl to the point she'll be retarded for life before raping her - this is your game. This is the type of game people play after hearing how bad it is because they think "It can't be that bad", and then come to find out they were wrong.

I tried this because it sounded interesting - you can switch between playing either of the three girls throughout the game and it's supposedly used for puzzle solving/completing the game. But I hated it. A lot. I didn't complete many endings before turning away, considering I started concentrating on the eldest sister thinking "Oh, sex at work? Sex with my boss? Sex on desks? Count me in!", but from what I could see her stories are probably the most depressing and rape filled. I look at that box art now and I wonder, how can they smile like that? Wth could they ever have to smile about? Anyway, it was a huge disappointment. I can't remember much about the game probably because I don't want to. Fun concept, but it doesn't pull you in, there's hardly any interaction between the shared feelings. If this game contains any happiness at all, I didn't come across it before quitting, but please tell me if you do, maybe I'll feel a little better.

I know what you mean I downloaded that game as well after hearing everyone's raves about it, you're convincing me to get it started now-! ...I'll play it and THEN tell you if I have recommendations

I was horrified by the title of this, and the description didn't help any. However, I had played Enzai as my first yaoi game despite it also having a disturbing setting, and really enjoyed it (if you don't play far enough, don't expect to understand why I liked Enzai), so I had to give this a try too. Result? I loved it. The game description is actually nothing like what really happens in the game. This may be taken as a spoiler, but it's something you probably want to know if the title and description turn you off - the main characters are actually NOT assholes. They do not abuse and hurt people throughout the game, and while there is rape it's not horrifying or scary (read: not realistic ..to my knowledge). In fact, I was delighted to find out that the main characters actually make the decisions I want them to! They do not blindly follow orders. You, the player, will not really be able to be a dick to others no matter how hard you try. It is quite unrealistic in terms of quickly formed relationships (for one thing), but I still find them very interesting and thought-provoking (except about two missions... but their descriptions gave ample warning). The finale was something I didn't see coming, it was very sweet to me, perhaps some of the most intimate love scenes I have seen in h games, though way too short. I'm pretty sure I cried in a happy way. I tried to make some of my straight male friends play this because I don't think it's just me liking male on male that makes me enjoy the game, but so far none have accepted. I do latch on to small things that hold meaning to me, so.. like anything else, you might not get my appreciation. I want to replay this just to pull a quote by Kia from the final ending. Make no mistake though, it is indeed loaded with sex.

I think the point was hoping that *your girlfriend* likes guys If you are a guy that is... I like both, but I've never been with or loved a woman. And to SaruDa... I'm too honest to speak covertly! It's not a big deal for me now, I'm not 16 so I'm not a sex object anymore right?! Jokes..but yeah, it's alright. We have to tough it out so other girls can do it too.

Wow Jikendor, nice to meet you, I think we're going to get along great.

Obviously it depends on how well it goes with the eye color! ... I have a thing for pink and red hair, I WANT to like green but it usually doesn't look good to me. And this isn't from anime but on the subject of hair colors, I think this is freaking amazing even though I usually find lavender boring (disclaimer- I have no idea who this is):

I get that a lot. There is a lot of pressure surrounding Being A Female Online though, lots of awkward attention can build up of both blindly positive and horribly malicious types.