Nah, you're totally wrong, it's actually the other way around. I don't care that much about other people opinions or the common sense because they tend to be stupid/biased. So yeah, I know what I want, I know who I am and I definitely accept myself for being a mashiro worshiper. And the reason for not having any motiviation when it comes to friends is probably my past where I was mocked like a trashcan. ANYWAY, weird people are the best, just sayin.